Even though...

I got kicked out of church. Some crappy dumb kid thought that being a leader and having non stupid members in his clan was a bad thing. Appearently I was an unequal yonk because I think in a different way and have reasonable questions. He told me that I was out of the group.
Lesson: Go to church but dont become too involved in the little groups. They Destroy your faith.

God deliver me from your followers.

The greater the struggle the most glorious the triumph...

Second month of the year. I have tried to show myself that I am able to take care of everything all by myself. It is been really hard. I fall then I stand up again. God has not abandoned me but I feel God is far away. I am beginning to question God and dislike God.

These are hard times.

figure 1. I must trust these proverbs. Hope is always there.

Twists and turns in spiritual struggle...

This is January 2013, almost 1 month from the passing of my beloved mother. Trust God under any and I mean any circumstance. Dont try to understand God. No one can.

All of the best.

Figure 1. I would love to be in a real place like this.